Up There

This has to be a joke Because I've failed every time I've tried to quit And I just wanna go But it must be someone up there that wants me here And I don't know, no, I don't know I really wanna set myself free Cause I feel so alone So goddamn solo I just picked up the pills again Strike three let's see how this shit ends I think I kinda lost myself somewhere Please stop pretending you do care Life is a joke, this shit's not fair There's people dying everyday Goddamn I just picked up the pills again Strike three let's see how this shit ends I think I kinda lost myself somewhere Please stop pretending you do care Life is a joke, this shit's not fair There's people dying everyday Goddamn They're watching us They're watching us They're watching us They're watching us Turn the TV off You're being brainwashed again Shitty mental health Their pills driving you insane Cable your mind Society has unwired It's time to wake up To get out of the trap I just picked up the pills again Strike three let's see how this shit ends I think I kinda lost myself somewhere Please stop pretending you do care Life is a joke, this shit's not fair There's people dying everyday Goddamn They're watching us They're watching us They're watching us They're watching us