At the Threshold of the Big House

Never been here before, said the fear Should I turn back and run? Time is gone, brain is weak Find the words To ask him why it was done Will you hold the truth in your arms when you die? I'll be the sun in your eyes Can you say my name or has it already gone? Are you afraid of what comes next? How are you today? I wanna see you ok Buried in me is your familiar face I can't bring myself to hate you Should have talked Should of screamed Said something But the silence felt warm Should have asked you to say I am sorry, will you forgive what I've done? Instead you hold the truth in your arms as you die I see the kid in your eyes I hope that dreams of us fill you're head when you lie The small house never forgets How are you today? I wanna feel something good Buried in me is your familiar face I can't bring myself to hate you How are you today? How are you today?