Immortal

Would have to inhale your ashes to feel what it was like again The long memory cut short, made into pieces Like a puzzle scattered within my brain With no witnesses Again I ask myself, did it even happen? And every time I ask that question I lose some understanding of reality I lose a part of myself Of my mundane history Waiting like a hungry dog for you to come home I really lived that way for so long Because I wasn't a dog I was a stupid child Drawn in by love and routine And mystery Your voice boomed through the years And I thought it would last forever There is no exaggeration there I really did think that you were immortal