i was at the beach when the tsunami happened

I hope you don't mind that I'm dying wrapped up in your arms I said I love you and I knew you loved me too After that night we would never be the same And now the feeling of byzantine is just a distant memory I was there when the tsunami hit It crashed over you and swept you in its wake Yeah I was there when the tsunami hit It crashed over me and washed away my sympathy Ever since I lost you it feels like I've lost myself But at what point do I become recycled Instead of having a redemption arc I was there when the tsunami hit It felt like a shitty ending after a really good build-up Oh I was there when the tsunami hit I saw my life flash before my eyes I wish I had held on I WISH I HAD HELD ON