Frozen in Time

I'm so lonely in the city My friends are gone I'm all alone I'm trying to stay busy So that I can't see and I can't feel That what I need wasn't meant for me Everybody says be optimistic Everybody says you're really gifted If they only knew what's my ambition They would understand why I'm terrified 'Cause all I want is what is what I've dreamed Ever since I was 14 All I need is to be who I want to be Don't wanna die and still be alive The clock is ticking fast and I'm Stuck in the future Frozen in the past I'm so lonely in the city Holding on for the weekend year after year I have to look pretty 'Cause you don't want people to think You're not what you made them think you were Everybody says be optimistic Everybody says you're really gifted If they only knew what's my ambition They would understand why I'm terrified 'Cause all I want is what is what I've dreamed Ever since I was 14 All I need is to be who I wanna be Don't wanna die and still be alive The clock is ticking fast and I'm Stuck in the future Frozen in the past If they only knew why I bite my lips And why I always stay awake Do I wanna go? Do I wanna stay? Can't you see I'm fucking scared? I've got weight on my shoulders And I'm getting older Stuck in the future Frozen in the past Stuck in the future Frozen in the past Stuck in illusions Frozen in time