Out My Mind

I'm really out my mind got a nigga asking why Nigga brother been gone still ain't really say bye Things ain't what they use to be How you take him from me He was younger than me Shit wasn't meant to be Can't really hold on but how can I let go Tried to protect bro, wasn't there when he needed most Shit really hurt a nigga, can't see the bigger picture Always take the ones that could be a different nigga I'm really out my mind, no a nigga not fine Had to make the right choice, hardest of my damn life Shit still ain't sitting right, he ain't even have a fight Tried not to kill a nigga, took all my damn might They was suppose to save him, not send him to an early grave Said he didn't want to die, thought he always be safe Told my nigga the biggest lie, got me still wanna cry Hope he forgive me, never thought that he'll die I'm really out my mind I'm really out my mind I'm really out my mind I'm really out my mind I'm really out my mind got a nigga asking why Got to carry this burden sometimes I don't want to try He ain't live a full life, even had a stupid wife Shit really cut deep hope all those mother fuckers fry I'm really out my mind, no a nigga not fine Had to make the right choice, hardest of my damn life Shit still ain't sitting right, he ain't even have a fight Tried not to kill a nigga, took all my damn might They was suppose to save him, not send him to an early grave Said he didn't want to die, thought he always be safe Told my nigga the biggest lie, got me still wanna cry Hope he forgive me, never thought that he'll die I'm really out my mind I'm really out my mind I'm really out my mind I'm really out my mind I'm really out my mind got a nigga asking why Nigga brother been gone still ain't really say bye Things ain't what they use to be How you take him from me He was younger than me Shit wasn't meant to be Can't really hold on but how can I let go Tried to protect bro, wasn't there when he needed most Shit really hurt a nigga, can't see the bigger picture Always take the ones that could be a different nigga I'm really out my mind I'm really out my mind I'm really out my mind I'm really out my mind