When I Wake

It's strange to say these days You haven't occupied my mind I guess it's true, the most important thing that heals is time 'Cause here we're sitting basking in the sun waiting for spring And I feel the sense of a new beginning We're benching in the park Discussing plans to fly to Spain The colors that surround me there are bright orange and green I feel it all and even catch the taste of jalapenos in my mouth Oh, I can't wait to head down south Oh And though it's been a while I still think of you some mornings when I wake This is my biggest heartbreak You visit me in numbers and in strangers that I meet A curly haired boy sitting in the train opposite me The way he speaks your language with the same intensity I have to say it kinda triggers me Your house is a museum but its doors are closed to me A sanctuary painted white and adorned with lilies Did you keep the tile I gave you, is it hanging on your wall? Is it only the bad times that you recall? Oh And though it's been a while I still think of you some mornings when I wake This is my biggest heartbreak And I Won't forget what you gave to me All the things that you made me see How you dug the earth for me Sometimes things don't work out the way you wanted them to be You meet the perfect partner but it feels not meant to be But I assure you if I could have picked my destiny For sure I would have chosen it to be You and me Ta ta da ta ta da ta ta da ta ta da ta da da