Lost in the Crowd

Yo i had the one but I lost her Trying to forget but the past hits Me every time tryna mask it I just get the money i don't ask em I be drinking to forget raise Your glasses Bad bitches in the building shake their asses Get it on i forget till i wake up And the girl in my bed that you love (Yeah yeah yeah) You know that I gave you love In my own way It was not enough and now this old pain It wont go away I'm so faded I'm okay That's what i tell the homies But inside am so lonely Yo my heart is healing It be healing slowly I said I'm sorry Too many Times And i broke your heart Too many Times So when i say it now You just respond coldly You are the baddest ever you deserve a trophy You deserve the crown It took a lot of work A lot of word of mouth But now I get the paper On my Jack the Ripper I kill it baby My heart is drowning and I'm in a crowded room But I feel alone its true By baby you're the truth What's life without the truth I miss you more and more I'm falling on my sword The pain wont go away (Go away) And baby you're the source I try to push on babe It just gets worse and worse This shit gets on my nerves I'm brushing all the dirt Off my shoulders love I flex to show them love They give It back It's not enough I'm quick to snap I drink to feel I need to feel Anything Cuz I'm so numb I go stupid I go dumb Pour It up then drink it down I get tipsy I get drunk For the burbs for the slums For all my people in a slump Broken hearted Feel like Scum Wish that i could take the clock and jump Back into the past Treat you better