Alone

I know, I know it's been hard Being alone, I know it's been hard Been a few months since we last talked Funny that we didn't end up how I had thought But to tell the truth, we know that it wasn't my fault It's just crazy cause now I'm the one that's lost Thoughts that I had of you now tainted by your hand I had plans of a life with you, maybe we'll meet again Someday I really miss the times I had you as a friend But could it be that this is where our story ends? Fighting to get through to you but you won't let me in A broken heart from the things you had to witness as a kid I tried to love you baby But you know we can't pretend like you not healing from a past That killed the love you had within I tried to help you fight your demons off Asking God to take all your pain, I wish it wasn't enough I hope you heal from all the things that you don't ever speak about And if we ever meet again, I hope it isn't in the clouds Got me blaming God I've been searching hard Got me blaming God I've been searching hard I've been searching hard Got me blaming God Feeling so alone Feeling so alone Love can be a beautiful thing I mean I can't lie to you, it is as scary as it seems Cause if you open up and welcome everything it brings Maybe one day we'll wake up and this could all just be a dream Hasta le pido a Dios que donde sea que estés Quiero que sepas que yo siempre te amare Has sufrido tanto que ser feliz mereces Y espero que algún día vuelva a verte otra vez Porque Quise darte todo mi amor Mi corazón te entrege I know you hate being alone Por favor Mi bebe Just dime when you're coming home Cause I can't stand all of these memories of us And now I'm wishing they was gone But that's selfish I'd forget all the happy moments? F*ck that I would give it all So maybe My baby could come back You said you'd never leave but shit I knew I couldn't trust that Cause your daddy couldn't show you little things like how to love back La vida a veces es dura y a la vez una aventura Pero me dejaste sola, dime qué esta locura And I know that I can't blame you but tell me why would you do that To the one who would've given everything to get you through it I mean I would rather have just one more hour than a life without you Wish you would've stayed another hour Pero ya se han hecho años Sin tenerte a mi lado Now I'm praying that I see you Once I wake up in the clouds And you smile back I've been searching hard Got me blaming God I've been searching hard I've been searching hard Got me blaming God Feeling so alone Feeling so alone