Blew It

Who is it? Oh Oh hey what up babe? What's going on? Are you fucking kidding me? What happened? What's up? What? Don't play stupid! Why the f*ck are you always questioning me! When you're the one messing around! Messing? Who the f*ck told you bullshit? This bitch *****! Man relax, look lets just Nah she's just a friend she You got it all mixed up ugh Nope bye Nah for real hold on l-let me try and explain myself She's just a friend Whatever Man I blew it I heard it in her voice (Ugh) I'm so stupid Won't return my calls no Why'd I do it? The opposite of cupid She said that I'm Looking for excuses Constant badgering It made me a nuisance She claimed abusive Now I'm apologizing But she looking for a new fix (F*ck) I was so inclined to put the blame on you 'Cause in my mind no you never told the truth The fault was mine and it was never ever you Your minds a vault and I'm prying, but it won't move No it won't move And I can't get through Now what the f*ck can I do? (Huh?) When I was down That was your cue Then you'd come around And it'd be just us two Now you're nowhere to be found 'Cause I ruined that too (Yup) Now I know I don't deserve your sound (Nah) Always on the fucken prowl Acting out and acting wild Acting like I wasn't acting while you held me down (F*ck) I'm texting I'm 'callin I'm stressing I'm 'ballin No money I'm 'squallin My calls she be dodging Usain she bolting Her friends are appalling Now they do the talking Claiming that we faulty Oh There's a new him (Huh?) Wait him? Thought he was just a friend? But he was there When I'd go out pretend Guess its fair But now I'm trying to make amends Friends? Can we do that? (C'mon) Like J and R no, we never going back (Nah) But not like them because I never had your back (True) Out here lying while you would sit down and brag (F*ck) You would sit down and brag You were all I had I know I don't deserve your love (Nah) I killed the swan when push came to shove You showed your colors and I still wouldn't budge Now he got your heart And I promise that I won't bug (F*ck) I remember your laugh when I tried to get you back It plays in my head Back to back (Back to back) Back to back (Back to back) Back to (Back to)