Her Departure

2020 Tryna catch a different plane To a world woth less restrains What's the point of painting pictures When laws get em framed Auctioned or on sale Another black mans dream down the drain But Silence is golden I'm finally focused Your presence a blind folder Getting used to being colder Like i perceive the evil as the light Like every strike on your heart was right Your love makes me eager to fight Like i could pour water on the sun Or solidify it just to keep the night I'm In love with the color of the sky While smoking a blunt i look at the stars Wonder whether the devil ever cries Does he get pleasure when love dies Or from happiness leadin to my demise People judge cuz they don't know what its like What do they know about what i had to sacrifice Procrastinatin' suicide, i keep makin' time For you, thought what we have is so divine But the thought of it all left my mind petrified Survivin' is deprivin' me from enjoyin' life How did i end up with Niggas in high hills Who'd do anything for red bottoms and road trips While i f*ck around with bitches in red lips This one was special like i met her in my sleep She said "baby what happens when the devil laughs? Do your friends get the joke or just fear another loss? I could tell from a mile, that the smile was forced F*ck your friendship with em maybe its also endorsed" But I never wanted to be the boss Of course, another friend lost How much does your loyalty cost? But Honestly what's honesty on loyalty We lie every mother fucken day but you chose not to stick with me F*ck it, yeah I'm mad You know how much i wanted this shit so bad You know how much all these people never really cared How i felt when i see niggas in new kicks But it's deeper than that, baby i just miss your kisses I thought drowning in your saliva keeps me alive Funny how you gone and I'm still alive That's why I'm saying bitch vy that's forever The past remains in the past and it's whatever