Afraid

You look me in my face I look away standing in place I feel afraid maybe that’s why I’m alone to this day I can’t stay that’s all I always say but hey We both know I ain't worth it I ain't worth shit I've been through the worst shit This life that I’m cursed in I feel the walls closed in alone in my pain Alone with no trace if I died today No one would know no one would show No one would say hey where he’s gone You know me I ain’t the one to chase You had your chance you put the knife in my back You said you wouldn’t leave but you left Threw away what you kept I keep standing here screaming f*ck you till the day I’m dead Could give a f*ck what they say I can’t be saved my soul you did flay Thoughts are flowing I’m stuck no motion All this commotion fleeting my moments Just wanna blow shit Drowning emotions cost my life in this Life in cautions And every fucking day that I wake up in my bed I feel afraid towards all of the shit that's up in my head I see the darkness creeping in with shadows crawling ahead I put my hands over my face and I just wanna forget But every time I find some peace another problem descends And I can’t comprehend the pain that I feel right in my soul I pray that god and I will make some kind of fuckin amend Driving one sixty-five blindfold don’t wanna witness my fate