Change

Everything I said I would not be, I have become Everything that I said I would not do, I have done Everything I said I would be, I ain't made it, back to square one Here we go again, lights camera action, oh This ain't a movie, you can't restart to where you had the gold You gotta keep movin' forward 'till you get it all Even if to this day you're all a-fuckin'-lone, yeah I gotta find my inner vision, 'cause I've been losin' passion Dealin' with this oppression, drownin' within my depression I can not decipher my demons, but I can feel 'em I spend my nights thinkin' so much that it should kill 'em But it don't, so I'm all choked, lookin' for the rope 'Cause I've been suicidal for the past year Prayin' for things to change, but nothin' does here The only thing that changes is my mother fuckin' fear One, two, three to the four, put me on blast with the five black wolves F*ck, me, up, go, leave me on track with my cold broke soul Don't, you, worry, oh, I will be okay 'cause I've always been alone One, two, three to the four, put me on blast with the five black wolves Tell me how I feel, you ain't got no time for me You ain't even real, drained the whole life in me Gotta take a pill, drown all the feelin' in me Things I gotta kill, you ain't in my misery I placed another deal, Devil runnin' after me Speedin' with my wheels, wobblin' side to side Think I'm gonna crash soon, I ran away from the platoon Two demons in my room, go to sleep and I float to the moon Only time I feel safe, 'cause when I'm awake, I'm dealin' with my pain I don't ever get a break, I'm lookin' for change, but I can't think straight Yeah, hard to push forward when your demons pull you back No matter how hard, they always come attack You could try and force, but your face fall flat Harder than you would, if you ain't go fast One, two, three to the four, put me on blast with the five black wolves F*ck, me, up, go, leave me on track with my cold broke soul Don't, you, worry, oh, I will be okay 'cause I've always been alone One, two, three to the four, put me on blast with the five black wolves One more! One, two, three to the four, put me on blast with the five black wolves F*ck, me, up, go, leave me on track with my cold broke soul Don't, you, worry, oh, I will be okay 'cause I've always been alone One, two, three to the four, put me on blast with the five black wolves Yeah I still fall and I stumble quite a bit I guess this is just the life that I fuckin' live I'm tryna find a place to feel and fuckin' breathe a bit But no matter where I go, I'm still drownin' in this shit I've been hurt all my life, but still got a lot to give And I hope god can forgive me for all the wrong that I did I pray that my mom and dad be okay while I'm gone I miss y'all like crazy, insane, but this where I belong I'm sorry that I'm stuck and I'm numb, and I fucked with the guns And I left, I'm on a run from my past Scared I'll fall and end up right back It's hard enough to even accept this fact Everything that I had will never be back in my hands Gotta move forward, 'cause I'm losin' my stance Places that I go, places that I stand Places that I throw, places that I feel alone One, two, three to the four, put me on blast with the five black wolves F*ck, me, up, go, leave me on track with my cold broke soul Don't, you, worry, oh, I will be okay 'cause I've always been alone One, two, three to the four, put me on blast with the five black wolves Sing it! One, two, three to the four, put me on blast with the five black wolves F*ck, me, up, go, leave me on track with my cold broke soul Don't, you, worry, oh, I will be okay 'cause I've always been alone One, two, three to the four, put me on blast with the five black wolves