Don't Stay

Feelin' fuckin' nervous Nauseous, anxious, depressed and fuckin' nervous Layin' in my room, debatin' on self expiration Tryna keep this shit movin', but I can not find a reason No purpose, feelin' like the walls are cavin' fuckin' in I got health problems, no money Fightin' to keep this shit breathin' These problems are just worsenin' Tossin' in my anxiety, depressed on me and I am reachin' For that medication while the tables turn on me Looked into the eyes of death and I told him to fuckin' wait on me I'm just so sick of this, and I am wishing I could climb outta the wreckage But I am burnin', reachin' for a hand, prayed to god, but he ain't fuckin' returned back Feel like I am far too gone to turn back Scared to sleep, in fear I won't come back Everyday is a fuckin' struggle, miserable, always fuckin' stumble Voice in my head, begging me not to stay Begging me not to stay Begging me not to stay Wish you could look me in my face In this mother fuckin' pain I know I just hit erase I won't come back I won't be saved I won't come back I won't be saved