This Fear

This fear is looking for me It's calling my name This fear is looking for me It knows where I am This fear is looking at me It's calling my name This fear knows where I am I'm in front of the train It's tide is pulling me It's teasing It wants me to fall The way I feel, I'm sailing through What I want, what am I moving into? It wants to eat me It likes to defeat me It dances when I play in the flames What remains is me whole burning I'll be ready I'll be ready This fear is looking for me It's calling my name This fear is looking for me It knows where I am This Fear is looking at me It's staring me in my eyes It's watching but I see the lies I'm not hiding, I won't hide It wants to own me, it knows where I live It wants me to give myself away I won't hide if I'm shaking The wave is pushing me stay close to what I'm making This fear can follow me It can see I'm a serious one I mean to hold it, I mean to load it Until it's done with its fun I see it up ahead of me I'll be ready, I'll be steady This fear wants to own me This fear wants to crush me What remains is me whole burning I'll be ready, I'll be ready Aaaaaaaooooh, this fear