trying to be happy

Staying up late nights You're on my mind again But I won't waste time again I'm cool all I need is a friend I've gotten used to getting ghosted No time I'm too focused This pool of my emotions I was drowning in an ocean I was thinking you got everything I need At least that's what I think To my heart, I gave you the key Poured it out now I'm paying the fee But it's cool I'm chilling I've learned a lot since then I'm healing I don't need you You don't want me God took the wheel I'm in the back seat I'm in the back seat Wish you would catch me But you look past me Trying to be happy When you look past me Wish you would catch me I'm in the back seat Just trying to be happy