New Lifestyle

This a new lifestyle they tried to make me pay six figures for my life before I get to live My life So in this new lifestyle they left me home went waste they time but when they look back At the time they gon realize that I was right We been friends our whole life The older we get up in life We cut the friend ships off with knifes To all my friends I closed the gap on Hope you still give a dap homie Cause I'll still share the light Graduation day realized I was locked for twelve years and they only gave a celebration For Thirty minutes I feel the weight come off my shoulder look up I see a falling boulder cause now the real Life I stepped in it No more walking in the hallways Only walking towards the hard way When I would walk inside the hallways I forgot about the heart aches I was making people smile super fantastic day Even if I was lying through my teeth I had to say what my heart say Still don't even know what's behind the smile Emotional damage from fourteen I don't know how to cry How did I love you more than me I don't understand why Peer pressure almost had me sparking blunts give a puff to the sky Then send a puff to the guys I think I'm losing my mind In the school bathroom crying Living but emotionally dying Friend can't see the pain inside my face I got so good at lying Now I'm happy it was perfect timing This a new lifestyle they tried to make me pay six figures for my life before I get to live My life So in this new lifestyle they left me home went waste they time but when they look back At the time they gon realize that I was right We been friends our whole life The older we get up in life We cut the friend ships off with knifes To all my friends I closed the gap on Hope you still give a dap homie Cause I'll still share the light This a new lifestyle I'm in the lobby made my fans therapist No more making club songs the real ones gone inherit this No more censoring the truth I don't care if you scared of this No more dumbing down my words I choose what's in my narrative Let 'em party in the willow Sometimes I wish ain't think bout money or my life when lay on the pillow Look so happy in the club am I missing out or am I tripping Scratch that I turn the party up I let bro sip on the whiskey Thanking god we just turned eighteen Yeah keep yo two million if that two million gone turn us athees Rather be in love with myself and the lord and devil hate me Man this flow a rain stream The LLC had been the main stream before the main stream Reezy This a new lifestyle they tried to make me pay six figures for my life before I get to live My life So in this new lifestyle they left me home went waste they time but when they look back At the time they gon realize that I was right We been friends our whole life The older we get up in life We cut the friend ships off with knifes To all my friends I closed the gap on Hope you still give a dap homie Cause I'll still share the light