Not Alright (Freestyle)

Should I keep my mask on Or should I take my mask off I think to myself while I be staring in the sky Should I keep my mask on when I know I'm not alright (I'm not alright) No I'm not okay I'm not myself I wanna die Suicide is in my life so sometimes I wanna die (Die) This is just a way of life Im not OK I'm not alright I can't go out like a pussy I'll be putting up a fight Gotta get it by my lonely it's just me and my lil fye Gotta get it by my lonely I ain't got no alibi (I ain't got No alibi) I've been going thru some shit I been going thru some thangs Gotta get it how I live I just smoke away the pain I can't ever throw a fit I just stay up in my lane Throw away the dirty stick I'm still searching for some change Used to hop from crib to crib now a yungin got a name Used to be down on my dick now I'm on the paper chase Used to be nothing in the fridge used to be nothing in the bank How you switch up when we was kin I gave you food right off my plate It's cool tho cause in the end I'm cooling in a better place I didn't need you in the end and karma made us separate We ain't bout to make amends separate to elevate I really came along way from high speed chases Dirty face I really came along way from serving basers by the base (From serving basers by the base) I think to myself while I be staring at the sky Should I keep my mask on when I know I'm not alright (I'm not alright) No I'm really not okay I'm not myself I wanna die Suicide is in my life so sometimes I wanna die (Die) This is just a way of life Im not OK I'm not alright I can't go out like a pussy I'll be putting up a fight Gotta get it by my lonely it's just me and my lil fye Gotta get it by my lonely I ain't got no alibi (I ain't got no alibi)