10pm in Debden

I just came back from the mountains Preening views from the coast It’s 10pm in Debden I just pulled up from a show Bro’s noticed I ain’t with it stress has got me in a hold Soon as I touch the stage man I swear they feel glow Radiant like Basquiat in the 80s Never showed me love in public But in private swear they rate me Came across some fools in this game They’re flipping gazey Told my boy stop moving food But what am I bring to his plate Say they can walk in my Dior’s But I swear they couldn’t lace it Dreams like waterfalls feels Like that’s all I be chasing But know I’ve got hunger for more Taking any spot that’s vacant Music felt just like a chore But I took I took it back to basics Like a soldier up in training Man all I deal with all pressure Hardly entertaining they’re in drama just for pleasure Can’t even understand How I let yo have tenure I blame myself for beefing someone Who's struggled to make a grand from a venture So no more VNs strictly phone conversations You're leaking private business But I still get adoration Understand I let you live and I stand by all my statements You can keep the clout you seek I am validated on the pavements Lost some people on this journey They say I don’t make time You’re building up on your own shit I’m busy tryna make mine Pressure to perform man I feel gotta race time Hardly see you shawty I ain’t really tryna waste time And it’s Swave this Swave that Success will be my payback One day we’ll hit the maybach She in the passy giving brain akh She got a body like she’s Bria But she looks a bit Ray Blk You wanna hear a story fam I’ll show you where the pain at I got issues I’m still dealing with You know how it goes Surrounded by my loved but I still feel so alone I’m praying that this healing comes I was really on the ropes I swear these niggas do too much And they ain’t even known And my mom still getting tired of my antics Working on these singles whilst she pressures me about marriage I lost on out a babes and the shit we had just vanished I just hope that she still prays cuz that bond we had was magic Heads all over the place that's why the beats my canvas Spill all over the page I’m known doing for damage I’ve had my moments of rage lord I knows I couldn’t manage Thank God for all is pay so I can move his panic Met this one shawty really made me chase Asked her about taste she said she’s bumping brace 100 that she loves the game Heard about the album she’s geeked this shit on the way Heard about the album she’s geeked this shit on the way Never been the one to put my eggs in one basket Till she gave me head my legs were dead. I need a casket All these feelings Rey Mysterio she couldn't mask it I had to cut her off cuz all this stress I couldn’t chance it And the government’s in tatters why my people gotta suffer They still ain't sorted Grenfell why we killing all brothers Why can’t black lives matter we understand that all do Nah this ain't even onto the next one