What I Want

Whatchu gon do when they askin you Watchu on Somethin ur not used to ill say it happens once Feelins I been glued too Feelin not alones what I want But I'm used to not gettin what I want I think about, every doubt that I have And now its drownin out Sit in silence till its loud screamin All your problems at a wall ya goin south Ya never ran yo fuckin mouth I'm beaten down by the words youre drillin Why does rent cost more Than to leave a man dead Why would I indoctrinate my life Like what the hell Why would I believe in something That dont bring me bread Whether its been dead or not I've tried my best but come to terms I cant do shit about it I've tried to change it all But I'm runnin in the same damn circle Now I'm boutta fall I'm losin everything that I gained in an instant Cant get it straight Still I'm tryin jus to stay alive What you say I cant hear ur voice thru the lies I done played this game I ain really got the time Jus to reach this place Then leave it all behind I've done a lot of things I'm not proud of I drown in Vodka jus to keep myself okay Maybe I wont go insane I could build myself Make some music Put a smile on my own face Not rely on others for it Whatchu gon do when they askin you Watchu on Somethin ur not used to ill say it happens once Feelins I been glued too Feelin not alones what I want But I'm used to not gettin what I want Whatchu gon do when they askin you Watchu on Somethin ur not used to ill say it happens once Feelins I been glued too Feelin not alones what I want But I'm used to not gettin what I want Not gettin what I want Not gettin what I want Not gettin what I want Not gettin no