i wanted to end it

I wanted to end it I always felt tempted I wasn't relentless I wasn't dependent I wanted to send it And I couldn't believe it I never even seen it Never been one to mistreat it Felt like I wasn't really needed Severe depression man, I'm really tryna beat it The battle is hard Assistance yeah, I need it Life as a young man I really lost my guidance Now as a wise man I'm really tryna find it Gotta stay on course, don't hide it I wanted to end it I always felt tempted I wasn't relentless I wasn't dependent I wanted to send it I wanted to send it Stay true to yourself If you need, ask for help I woke up sad for like 3 years straight Didn't have motivation I started my own case I tried to run But of course I lost every race And I might've seemed happy, but I promise that I wasn't I'm a brother I'm a son Yeah, I'm a cousin I didn't like myself I didn't want lovin' I'm truly proud of who I'm becoming I tried to stay grounded but I always stay running I wanted to end it I always felt tempted I wasn't relentless I wasn't dependent I wanted to send it I always stay on point In him I do anoint In him I do love In him I do trust In him, he's above No I do not lust No I do not trust the devil Its 2AM I'm on a different level When I think back, man I been through a whole lot Life seem slow, but I promise it don't stop Every time I drive, I pray its not a cop The anxieties enough This growing thing is tough Just know you are enough I wanted to end it I always felt tempted I wanted to send it