Nostalgia

You still cross my mind Used to say I love you and you'd tell me I was lying But you were being fake the entire time I found out had a heart attack I don't know where your mind was at To be honest girl I'm kinda mad I'm kinda sad Gave you all I had Didn't mean to hurt me oops your bad Didn't mean to trust you oops my bad I wish didn't think of you like that like that Cause you still cross my mind Used to say I'd love you and you'd tell me I was lying But you were being fake the entire time Now that I'm on my own I don't feel as alone I lost my way chasing empty goals I hurt my soul healing damaged girls My hearts not broken if I'm a little outspoken About the way that I've been feeling lately My emotions tend to run through ceiling But you calmed down that's over now I needed that to focus on my grind Truth be told love is a waste of time Lord knows that you wasted mine Infatuation made me blind to the red flags And the stop signs now you won't stop visiting my mind And I know that it's all my fault I know I know I know I know That I have got to let you go Erase the memories of You still cross my mind Used to say I love you and you'd tell me I was lying You'd tell me I was lying But I never lied You still cross my mind Used to say I love you and you'd tell me I was lying But you were being fake the entire time I found out had a heart attack I don't know where your mind was at To be honest girl I'm kinda mad I'm kinda sad Gave you all I had Didn't mean to hurt me oops your bad Didn't mean to trust you oops my bad I wish didn't think of you like that like that