Melanchomania (feat. Emma Lee Cath)

I am finding myself in a comfortable dark place I will fight myself a way out just not right now Momentarily I'm solaced I'm intoxicated by the the appeal Right now everything is flawless I'm deluded by how valid it feels You can't lure me into your dirty little world I swear by my right hand 'cause I'm that confident I will try to venture out but it's a wild ride and I'm not ready Momentarily I'm solaced I'm intoxicated by the the appeal Right now everything is flawless I'm deluded by how valid it feels Set up camp in a small little corner of my mind No one in, no one out, no soul allowed Feeling distorted, can't keep up with the boredom All my heart desires is an ever-burning fire You can search far and wide but I know how to hide No one in, no one out, no soul allowed It's my party, I call the shots All my heart desires, is a cure to these thoughts