Hotel Rooms

I used to run in the mornings Now I'm too lazy to walk I used to go to all the parties Now I'm too scared to talk I told you about my future My foresight wasn't so strong My mind used to be so much clearer Before I drank from that boston red sox stadium cup Everything changed on her wedding night I broke my arm and I scratched my face I started the fight because I wanted to play But nobody wanted to take me on my worst days The rain on the pavement Entertains my lazy days Watching the depths of the sewage drain As you text me when I want my space I'll remember the day that you said I don't wanna get up I don't but I must Hovering over me here It always comes true Pull me out of this world If it gets you all fired up Scrub my palms off of this disease These sheets and this house If I stay anymore Suffocate what a bore Outside they called me a whore I'm safe in my crib Yet it feels like bullshit I can't open the doors They're sealed shut pretty good But still, the people come in Intruding the slumber or Clothes on the floor Pick it up or let it rot like your brain has been For the past year I can't I can't wait I can't wait for I can't I can't I can't wait for This all to end A candlelit cadence it calls to you Shadows in the dark What else could be lurking there Playing up your part I dream of lying in a snowy field Inside our heart's mind And it's a ghost a'whispering You'll hear it if you try