STAY AWAKE

If you hear me, I'm weepy now Alone and I'm bleeding out In the dark and I can't breathe Cause all these thoughts, it's killing me I don't think I can wipe my tears I don't think it will be okay Traumatized and filled with fear I might not see the other day Scared to go to sleep I need to stay awake Cause when I die, I won't remember this life It get crazy the only time That I I want love Is when I be off of them drugs I know I said I needed her But I don't even need her for none I might die if I go outside Without clutching this gun Bro tell me keep going and stay out the way He know my time gon' come Give you the chance and you know I'ma take it Nigga die for shit that's basic Got tired of running from my problems Gotta become a man and say f*ck it and face it I want money and murder Been looking for love But you know I ain't finna chase it If you dissing the gang You feel those slugs I just said f*ck it and erase them See that body all up in the casket I can't even lie No I ain't been the same since I keep saying that I'm finna change But I can't even change Every day I'm the same shit Why would I go crash with a hoe When a hoe just a hoe And we fucking the same bitch I got love for my brothers I ain't never change I remember we were toting the same blicks I got love for my brothers I ain't never change And I just hope they feel the same Every time another body drop They be pointing they hand And we the one to blame Swear to God I could've been dead But God saved me cause he had good aim Ride around them strikes And we toting on gens And I'm just chilling with the gang And you crazy The only time that I want love Is when I be off them drugs I know I said I needed her But I don't even need her for none I might die if I go outside Without clenching this gun But I ain't never change Every day I'm the same shit Why would I go crash with a hoe When I hurt just a hoe When we fucking the same bitch I got love for my brothers I ain't never change And I just hope they feel the same Every time another body drop They be pointing they hand And we the one to blame And I just hope they feel the same Every day I'm the same shit Why would I go crash with a hoe When we fucking the same bitch Bro tell me to keep going And stay out the way He know that my time gon' come Get a chance and you know I'ma take it Nigga die for shit that's basic Got tired of running from my pops Gotta become a man and say F*ck it and face it I want money and murder Been looking for love But you know I ain't finna chase it If he dissing the gang Get filled on slugs I just say f*ck it and erase him See that body all up in the casket I can't even lie No I ain't been the same shit I keep saying that I'm finna change But I can't even change Every day I'm the same shit Why would I go crash with a hoe When I hurt just a hoe When we fucking the same bitch I got love for my brothers I ain't never change I remember we turned the same bitch