Mix Thrills

Can't finish my life I ain't done Unless I'm getting my fun Ain't sober I gotta new gun Needa chill before I pop an one Speaking of popping I'm done It's sad that I'm praying for nun Don't care for me know I'm just running Away from the ring that is hunting Yeah it's hunting me For you not too see When I'm telling people no one is gonna believe I cannot just scream But if I try to scream It's gonna be a scene Don't want no one to see It's crazy For a fakie just to hate me I don't care know you ain't me Feel this chills that is saintly Haven't been myself lately I don't get it what is changing Felt my love being empty For the demons that sipping I'm tired of running away From taking in all the pain I wishing this chain will just break I should've just never replaced The person that got me this way Abusing the love that they hate It's stupid for all the mistakes Knowing that I can't escape Now that I'm living this way I gotta get used to this pain It's mentally forsaking domain See pills no take it away I rather just smoke it away No nicotine talking about weed Only thing setting me free Well at least maybe I think I can't Breath Trapped underneath The tears I bleed Is numbing me Feel closing No light to see I'm fatally An agency Can't finish my life I ain't done Unless I'm getting my fun Ain't sober I gotta new gun Needa chill before I pop an one Speaking of popping I'm done It's sad that I'm praying for nun Don't care for me know I'm just running Away from the ring that is hunting Yeah it's hunting me For you not too see When I'm telling people no one is gonna believe I cannot just scream But if I try to scream It's gonna be a scene Don't want no one to see No thrills I keep it real You want the truth? It's gone in hell I feel impaled Inhale exhale I've been excused Ensure evil Adoring the real ones that loving on me They never gave up the support that I need Feel the connection of being with me I'm taken ya pain just smile for me Hardly can I say (Ya belief) Will be true if (You believe) You can't see (Reality) Till ya life is (Resting free) Can't finish my life I ain't done Unless I'm getting my fun Ain't sober I gotta new gun Needa chill before I pop an one Speaking of popping I'm done It's sad that I'm praying for nun Don't care for me know I'm just running Away from the ring that is hunting Yeah it's hunting me For you not too see When I'm telling people no one is gonna believe I cannot just scream But if I try to scream It's gonna be a scene Don't want no one to see