I Feel

I've been caught on you I've been caught on you All the things you do I ain't had many good times since I lost you Cause You done caused me so much damn pain that still remains Now I'm reachin' for you to come and explain But this won't be the first time First time Cause I done been caught in your headlights before Now I'm thinkin bout this journey And it's startin' to make sense cause it Started with a ride up in my whip It was 2012 so I had my phone clipped to my hip Only thing stuck up on my mind What comes after this? Will I be goin' home with a kiss? Truth be told either way it went I would be appreciative of the time spent And ever since that ride you been livin' in my head And you ain't pay a dime, not a nickel, no rent Thank you cause girl you saved me My inner battle with demons tried to take me You showed me the way to freedom, way to safety If I would make it or not was truly a maybe That shit ironic girl cause you about to break me Now I'm just tryna figure out how you replaced me Remember having discussions up on the daily About our dreams, travel, marriage and babies Now you're the one behind the wheel driving me crazy Crazy, crazy, crazy Crazy, crazy, crazy Girl you driving me Crazy, crazy, crazy Crazy, crazy, crazy Having thoughts about our future, reminiscing our past Skewing all my perception, clarity never last Nostalgia kickin' in, visions begin to clash Thinkin' bout the thought of your presence And what we had Havin' second thoughts but the good outweighin' the bad You behind the wheel I feel like I'm bout to crash How you leave me stuck down bad and on my ass Burnin' bridges we built up turn em to ash Dodgin' this shit I put my all in this shit Could I convince you that I got scars in this shit? Never forsake you but you got options and shit You keep playin' these games and I might fall for that shit Never would of thought that you'd be callin' it quits Told me you'll never change now you flodgin' and shit Damn girl I'm up out of time in this shit You won't even come answer a nigga calls in this shit I feel like I been cold, you venting I'm on my own You knocked me up out my zone but I got through it all alone And I feel like you got me hoe'd And I know we gone break the code And I feel like we gotta go But you'll never ever really know you'll never really know