what did i mean to you?

There's only so many tears you can cry Only so much pain you can bare I spent all my nights wondering why And even if I still belong here Now I question my sanity My sanity Now I question my sanity My sanity What did I mean to you, why didn't you stay? Thought we would make it through, I guess I'm too late I put my trust in you I held on to my faith Now I keep reminiscing I think play by play Cause You would tell me you need me by your side and brighten my day Then I would fall in your lies And you were good I gotta say There were times when I was wrong I won't deny my mistakes But I never caused you ache and I know The pain you dealt me can't hurt me anymore I'm tired of dealing with wounds all on my own My own There's nothing worse than being all alone Alone alone Why can't you feel, the scars you left me I swear they'll never heal Won't heal I can't distinguish what is real There is no letting down my shield My shield, My shield, but There's only so many tears you can cry Only so much pain you can bare I spent all my nights wondering why And even if I still belong here Now I question my sanity My sanity Now I question my sanity My sanity