Why

VERSE I'm trying, yeah I'm trying, I'm tryna be better at wrecking all my walls I wanna, yeah I wanna let go of tha pressure but my lips won't say a word PRE cuz I've been so busy escaping the voice in my head yeah I know it ain't pretty I want u to understand CHORUS that I don't know why I keep my guard up way too high and it's too damn stuck I know u can't climb so I have to tear it down for you for you (why, why, for you) VERSE don't rush me I'm doing my best at discussing and the sounds don't come easy I'm open, even tho it aint probably showin and I wanna let you in on PRE what I've been feeling from the good to the bleeding so watch me unfold it I'm slowly evolving CHORUS andI don't know why I keep my guard up way too high and it's too damn stuck I know u can't climb so I have to tear it down for you for you I dunno why, as hard as I try I dunno why I dunno why I dunno why Its so hard to open up I dunno why (why, why)