January Morning

It's a lonely cold January morning You put your shit inside a suitcase Maybe for the last time And head for the door Yes he loves you but what a way of showing it You're feeling small and so dependant And you finally decided You're taking it no more He never laid hands on you before But the way he speaks it hurts enough for sure And now it's time you stop blaming yourself It's not your fault New year's resolution You put yourself in first place This year will be better There's snow outside January morning You're heading for the office Maybe stop for coffee Breathe and rearrange Just last month he finally stopped calling Sayin' "let's get back together" Promised he'll be different You know he just won't change But every call still raised the same old doubts Maybe still worthwhile finding out And you know it's just your stupid heart Stay strong New year's resolution You put yourself in first place This year will be better