Tired

Im Tired but I'm tired of trying Keep on lying bout feeling I'm so tried of lying Got some killers on my side they say they tired of sliding Popping meds everyday he said he tired of dying And He got some pain he copping with I don't even think nobody notice it No acceptance from his past so he hold it in He praying he can wait until its over with Some shit he loosing focus with Tried of living outta bags Sleeping on the coaches Sleepless nights i done had I don't remember the last time in a bed Never let these bitches come between of what we had I mean just what i said All the tears i done cried Can fill up every ocean on momma I ain't lying Ain't seeing eye to eye and I don't really feel yo vibe Nah im not surprised That shit done got me blind Was tryna save the world but they was drowning me Please just say you proud of me I wonder to myself what do i gotta be A nigga wit a name or fame is what was i gotta be? But Im a lost boy With a broken heart that inside of me Always go to war with myself tryna find some peace Im Thinking bout the worst of me Im Thinking am i worth the keep Leave and do the dash if i feel it dont not work for me Always hold a grudge if i feeling like that you hurting me Im really going through a battle zone I just wanna be sad alone I was taught to never fold I was taught to keep me own My tongue don't have no bones but it's tough enough to break your soul Im falling down the deepest whole and really dont nobody know Im Tired but I'm tired of trying Keep on lying bout feeling I'm so tried of lying Got some killers on my side they say they tired of sliding Popping meds everyday he said he tired of dying And he got some pain he copping with I don't even think nobody notice it No acceptance from his past so he hold it in He praying he can wait until its over with Some shit he loosing focus with