Reminisce

It's on nights like these that I choose to reminisce Think about the days when all my friends and I were kids Before the times got hard and we were forced to grow and split Back when I was just starting to get my first kiss I remember it vividly I was 13 at a dance and I remember her kissin’ me How peck just on my lips had made me so out of breath And now a peck and my first kiss just kinda’ feels meaningless How I mentally prepared myself nonstop for like a week And when we finally had kissed I felt my knees just getting weak Danny looking at me like “my guy we got a win” Back when both the homies got hooked up with both the twins I remember feeling like I'll marry her tonight Hit the steak and shake right after ‘cause the clique was still so tight Nothing ever felt wrong everything was feelin’ right And forever was a moment you could fit into a night I don't think you know what all those memories meant to me Think about a simple time just kinda’ gets to me mentally Everything is fucking hard right now I really hate everything I don't think you exactly what those memories meant to me It's on nights like these that I choose to reminisce Think about the days when all my friends and I were kids Before the times got hard and we were forced to grow and split Back when I was on the cruise and going on a trip Everything got different when met with Kathleen I was feelin’ kinda’ different everything was happening Had my baby girl at home but she was ready to dump me Had another girl on deck and nah, this girl wasn’t ugly I remember breaking up feeling like I couldn't live Emma really had to do it I had nothing left to give So I hit up "cutie bootie" that I met with on the trip Let's just say got familiar with the sight of nice tits Now this a pivotal moment Good or bad or bad or good this a moment of growing After we were done with dumb shit my lil’ feeling were choking I remember missing Emma ‘cause my heart was still broken I remember starting school and we were stupid and beefin’ Yes, I called you girls some thots but I was caught in my feelings “Ryan who?” and Ouija boards had my head in the ceiling It was fun though nonetheless ‘cause those emotions the realest It's on nights like these that I choose to reminisce Think about the days when all my friends and I were kids Before the times got hard and we were forced to grow and split Back when I would get on FaceTime be like “Who iz Liz?” "Who iz Liz" I remember talking feeling new to this I had never had a friend like her and it was cool as shit Logic's 1-800 on the first call She thought I was funny and I needed it First off I can still remember how that girl was always there for me I'm sorry that I didn't treat us carefully We fell off and my side is so embarrassing I lost you ‘cause of one bad girl that didn't even care for me It's on nights like these that I choose to reminisce Think about the days when all my friends and I were kids Before the times got hard and we were forced to grow and split Back before I dated that toxic stupid bitch Back before backseat and all of the stupid shit All of that nostalgia in my vlogs and older pics Back when we would merge the call and make everyone pissed I have to say it honestly and that's the shit I miss It's on nights like these that I choose to reminisce All these memories are close and sacred in my grip Everything I mention here is what I truly miss But as time went on it all just feels meaningless Reminisce