the rain

My mind is taking time Making conscious effort To erase every trace of you It seems as though you're doing fine Maybe I'm not on your mind I want to push you far away But in my mind Is where you've stayed for years Living in my head, my thought If that would change I wouldn't have you In or out of real life at all In my mind it's so sincere More so dramatic I never thought that this would be so tragic I want to push you far away But in my mind Is where you've stayed for years Living in my head, my thought If that would change I wouldn't have you In or out of real life at all You have come And you have gone Made me think I've done you wrong Teach me now And hold my tongue We did right and we did wrong We were just so very young Need some space to keep us numb In my mind it's now so clear I could never keep you near You're built of all my hopes and fears The only one who knows me dear Living in my head my thought If that would change I wouldn't have you in or out of real life at all