Wishlist (feat. D13CIDE & RØ)

All I want for Christmas is to put the boys on Wanna’ make the hit song that we get the noise on Wanna’ be the one to make it for my city ‘fore I'm gone And I'm tryna’ make it work before I get it all wrong And the shit is fucking hard and it might never work I'm best up in my city but that don't give me worth They be sleeping on my music and you know that it hurts And I'll try to prove them wrong but I be workin’ with dirt You know it's hard to build a castle when you ain't got no bricks So what you finna’ do about it, all you can do it wish I know I'm capable to do it but I don't wanna’ miss So I stress about it ‘cause I know the shit is a gift I know the shit is impossible Know this shit isn't probable Know the moment is stoppable and the game is an obstacle Know the profit is minimal and the chances are miniscule But I know imma’ get it though ‘cause at least it is wishible I was dreamin’ ‘bout a moment that would I get this Wanna’ be a star wanna’ make it for I'm finished See my name on the paper when she write her wishlist Now I'm walking ‘round the Christmas tree with a thick bitch I was dreamin’ ‘bout a moment that would I get this Wanna’ be a star wanna’ make it for I'm finished See my name on the paper when she write her wishlist Now I'm walking ‘round the Christmas tree with a thick bitch I don’t know what happened Lost my friends, lost my girl, lost my passion Got ‘em back, lost again, never lasting Came to end now I’m crashing I can never win and I’m never happy And I’m never happy On my wishlist is a girl right by me I’m lost in the feels like I’m tryna’ find me I done sold my friends and my girl to D13CIDE me I’m a burden to the ones that I’m close to Feels like I don’t do what I’m supposed to Tell myself I’m happy but that's no truth Everynight I feel like I am no use Maybe I’m supposed to Maybe I should mess up more like I am known to I just wanna feel my yellow but it really sucks when I only know blues I was dreamin’ ‘bout a moment that would I get this Wanna’ be a star wanna’ make it for I'm finished See my name on the paper when she write her wishlist Now I'm walking ‘round the Christmas tree with a thick bitch I was dreamin’ ‘bout a moment that would I get this Wanna’ be a star wanna’ make it for I'm finished See my name on the paper when she write her wishlist Now I'm walking ‘round the Christmas tree with a thick bitch I miss the morning of Waking up excited to see what I got And Santa brought everything that I want I wish that I was young There was magic in it all And now it's tragic how it happens that all of it's gone Reminiscing 'bout when this would feel like Christmas Now it isn't even feeling like it did And I'm just wishing for the spirit 'Cause back then it was shining bright If I could go back I would Those were simple times Now the joy is gone the feelings fading It just ain't the same and I hate the way That I miss being excited for the holidays Sitting waiting patiently wishing that it would change And I know that it'll just worsen with age and pick up the pace I was dreaming 'bout a moment like this, yeah Child-like faith in the wishes that I made Take me back to the days I wish Just a kid writing on a wishlist