Double Trouble

I'm feeling trouble And I'm seeing double And they make me stumble And then I just tumble I don't wanna die today I just wanna fly today And let my mind escape I feel like easy prey Feeling embarrassed in my own home I just wanna get stoned I'm sinking like a rock I'm the titanic I feel the opposite of gigantic Why do they mock it’s not a practise interview Gotta get it in quick like it’s family feud What's with these crazy antics Feeling fragile I'm an antique I got value I'm not pedantic I just want friends I'm frantic Traveled a lot getting car sick I don’t wanna get shit But you stick it to me like melted tar that stinks It's like I'm searching a pond full of dead fish They reek havoc It's like I'm trapped while I'm laying in a hammock Isn't that meant to be relaxing God damn I was just relapsing I know like Eminem that flopped That's not a diss man he's a god But you've left me gasping For air rolling on dead grass You're such a pain like a million bindi's in my ass I'm stuck on harsh terrain It's hell on Earth and the Devil's to blame I remember when I thought I had a best friend I had a photo of us that I got framed Then you had to transform into my worst friend Now the photo got some scarlet stains God damn my fist hurts Why does my wrist burst I just had to trust you at first But you turned out to be my curse Yeah I just had to trust you at first Yeah it turned out that you were my curse I'm feeling trouble And I'm seeing double And they make me stumble And then I just tumble I don't wanna die today I just wanna fly today And let my mind escape I feel like easy prey Like I said before I've gone from home to home My family tryna find another place to go No matter where I go I feel so alone How can I let my friendships grow Now shit's blown outta proportion Sometimes I wish I was an abortion Non-existent in the world Not persistent to try My brains so fuzzy and whirled I just wanna sit and cry I feel like I wanna use a catapult and hurl myself to another land Cos I wish someone thought I was a pearl And they'd search into this closed clam Yeah they'd find a scared little girl Not a bright happy woman None of my qualities are imitable I look in the mirror not clear visual And to the whole world I feel invisible And I'm super easily dismissible My family always angry And they always blaming They always try contain me I feel they don't know how to raise me They always call me lazy They always drive me crazy I might have to join Cirque Du Soleil Juggle with balls that are flaming Or juggle with blades that'll graze me I mean really can you blame me I'll just tell them all I wasn't aiming I could end it all in an instant No one would care if I went missing I don't wanna have to move again like a piston And I just hate the school system But I won't do that I need to think of who it'll impact My Mom and Dad I really must start and think rash If you're struggling like finding a needle in a haystack Go and get some help ASAP I'm feeling trouble And I'm seeing double And they make me stumble And then I just tumble I don't wanna die today I just wanna fly today And let my mind escape I feel like easy prey