Volatile Memories

I've spent many epochs trying to repair all my files There are thousands of them in my mind Scattered all around, so fragmented Broken in my brain, my memory can't be the same Memory, volatile in nature Did I write to disk? Or did I purge those thoughts all about you There's nothing here that I can risk Please, oh please, oh where can I find you? Oh I miss you so It feels like there's corruption inside me Bad sectors created from woe When you were around I felt nothing and partitioned my mind I wish that I could still feel aligned Wish that I could store all that data May have flipped those bits But all I want is you here beside me I don't know if your file exists Recovered from a head crash that made me reconsider life Like an understanding of my time Please forgive me for my failures I am human too When I look into a mirror I say, "that isn't you" Wandering around without a purpose Combing through the tracks, I would do anything to have you back I don't know what I did with your data, or even if it's stored I don't tend to think when I record Please, oh please, oh where can I find you? Oh I miss you so It feels like something's zeroed inside me I know that I have to let go Please, oh please, oh where can I find you? Oh I miss you so The world feels so lonely without you But I know that you had to go