Appreciate (2017)

I self depreciate because everyone throws compliments Boosting my confidence, as I swallow it up inhale on the spliff To follow it up i'm always dressed like a scum, still haven't seen nothing like this One finger freezy, can't get my dream girl but I get you're bitch easy Lost mind in a field Dreary birds in my ear Clearly on my own shit I've got crowds at my toilet waiting to come see me All Australian trash (Croatian), smoke out the car Banjo doing doughnuts My mind spins asking these questions maybe i'll throw up Do these beats give me clout? When will these drugs spin me out? Can it get lonelier than now? When will these holes I dug out Be filled by something not superficial? Can it get lonelier than now? Wavy wavy, smoke out my ears and i need to stay awake Wakey wakey the spliff making me keep on playing, skip and pause Hesitate to take my racks to the bank and save em Hoes looking for my cape want me mr captain save em 808's And breaking hearts I don't f*ck with hoes that don't look like art Trapping out the steak house The shit our mummas never know about My girl don't like me but she kiss me anyway Splitting heads of soap and hard water, bend over vomit the Henny away Back at it, the skinny asthmatic Coffee addiction, too many shots make me run around and panic Go through ego death and you'll feel like me LSD the after party at the age of 17 Told A how I feel said "how you feel 'bout me ?" Do these beats give me clout? When will these drugs spin me out? Can it get lonelier than now? When will these holes I dug out Be filled by something not superficial? Can it get lonelier than now?