Eye for an Eye (Outro)

This is eye for an eye Life for a Life I've arrived, my demise is on time This that I've tried and I'm tired I'm Ivan tonight Fighting my rival if he dies then he dies Suicides on my mind, f*ck But my pride gone ride Sleepy hollow where's my mind Am I missing or just hiding? Am I living or just dying? Listen for the silence Then the sirens My head's spinning like a vinyl My mind let me feel it with a round Then let me fill it with a round I'm feeling distant in this crowd My feelings hate to spill 'em when I drown It's been a minute for awhile Hear the ticking start to count You've been tryna kill since a child I've planning my revenge if it kills me then it's final You're the villain to my smile You're the mirror to my doubt The liquor that I taste That be feeding on my pain You're the reason I'm insane You're the misery that craves Enemy I keep in range You're the pistol to my brain So this is what you wanted huh? I wonder if I'll make it to the next day or just wake dead Face X'd out looking like a Kaws painting I wonder if the lord hates me Hates me like I hate me I wonder if you hate me like I hate me But I love you But I love you But I love you But I love you But I love you Mama always said to forgive and forget But I could never forgive you And how could I forget you now I'm the killer to your pain I've been digging you a grave A middle finger on display I'm with him and here to stay There's a difference Feel the change I want to live to see you fail I'm the history being made I've been winning it's been great With the venom of a snake I can feel it in my veins I'm the pills to fix the pain Confidence that isn't fake The bigger picture you can't take My division from that place I'll be skipping to the bank From my prison I've escaped I'm taking back my life You're just wishing I would take it You're a product of my environment I don’t stay in Trouble's on my mind though Like I wobble on a tight rope Just tryna find hope I've been double crossed by lies Go and double cross them eyes out Mind Fails Right Now