Welcome

Welcome to the brain baby Welcome to the pain I know I don’t retain any word I ever say Maybe I should Just say nothing anymore Run away from it all Another day, another war Another raise, another flaw Another prank and not a call I wait for opportunity to be knocking at my door So I can knock the fucking lights out' him Nights now bitch My time's counting down My mind fails right now, shit Bright downers to hide failures Not tryna right doubters as I write down this But go from my lounge room to live lounges Cry fountains of dimes with the wishes of a child drowning Sprinkle the salt in to season the sore Found the key to the soul but then I blinked and you're gone Find peace in the war Tryna link but we're torn Find reason for naught Christ, Jesus, Oh Lord I'm fucked but I'm good bro Just tryna push through it Yeah, I'm fucked but I'm good bro Just tryna push through it I'm fucked but I'm good bro Just tryna push through it Yeah, I'm fucked but I'm good bro Just tryna push through it Misunderstanding would be an understatement I'm placing flowers in the ground where my brother's grave is I'm done replacing these funs and games with These guns of hatred I'm 'bout to take this And fucking plunge my stake in But while I push my problems aside, my problems combine And they become more work than in the office to hide To be honest I'm fine To be honest that's as honest as lies I wish these boulders on my shoulders turn to comets and fly My dome's as broken as the home I live in This my only scope I hope that I don’t go miss it Could be a dream But I'm to scared to poke and pinch my coat of skin I woke to mist Punching through with a broken fist and Most of this stress is like string and it just pulls me tighter All these decisions spring, and they just pull me wider You can fool me twice But time third and I learn what I'm left with for the right turn And you will only school me wiser I'm fucked but I'm good bro Just tryna push through it Yeah, I'm fucked but I'm good bro Just tryna push through it I'm fucked but I'm good bro Just tryna push through it Yeah, I'm fucked but I'm good bro Just tryna push through it