Guilty Crime

There's a shadow that follows me Who painted this outline of me It disappears when I'm in need Only to return back to me again There's a cloud that won't seem to leave me It floats around in the edge of my dreams It fades away when I'm in need Only to return back to me again I need a reason why I need to try Every hold on me is choking out my beliefs It's hard to say to you but I can't lie Just a thought that I can't get out of my head Wrapped around in your precious hold There may be things in my head that remain untold They're not good or bad just more baggage for me to hold When you said you were afraid of me I broke down cause I didn't want you to see The other side of me it comes out when I feel Helpless worthless feel I have no purpose I need a reason why I need to try Every hold on me is choking out my beliefs It's hard to say to you but I can't lie Just a thought that I can't get out of my head Overthinking is my guilty crime It's not okay to say that I'll be fine I'm sorry that I hurt you I crossed the line I need to figure it out in my own time You'll never know how much that I love you Cause I can't think of the right words to use You know that I'll always be there for you And you'll be there for me when I can't see myself like you see me In your eyes I'm not like the other guys And I struggle to see why But I'll be there for you, you know I'll try And everything will be alright Everything will be alright