Traitor

So I stand here after all these years of pain I tried everything, no matter how to succeed, to avoid any tears They still deny But I know what I've achieved everything they do not like they don't see, they don't perceive I decline to be part of That's not the place for me I'm unlike all the others A traitor among them all  Why? - Why am I here? What? - What am I doing here? Where? - Where should I go to? Who? - Who else is left? But the longer I am here the more I begin to wonder Listening to my deepest fear Is there anything to plunder? There were many things I did but deep inside That's like how doubts arise? That's the way I pay the price?  I'm - unlike - all - others A traitor - among them - all Why? - Why am I here? What? - What am I doing here? Where? - Where should I go to? Who? - Who else is left?