This Time

I know they hate me, I'm the one who always kept it real Sometimes I hear the perk calling and pop another pill Seen brother just came home and hit another drill And that's just what it is But we gon' shine like we livin' in the dark Used to run everywhere they tell us walk See a lot of people change when you're back against the wall And you the one your people call This time I swear it'll be the last time I ever f*ck with the perkys This time I swear it'll be the last time I ever let you hurt me Talk about who changed or who lame on the gram It ain't really ok I done been through pain and maintained all the way They ain't care if I'm okay They ain't never gave a f*ck, they ain't never gave me nothin I kept it real with some killers who ain't never came and clutch They stuck around for they problems and never stayed in touch I'll never make it out this whole, that's how the dead feel My brother sittin' in that hole, I know how Redd feel If I say I'm floatin' on a train, I'm on a red pill I'm tryna cover up these scars that I can't let heal This time I swear it'll be the last time I ever f*ck with the perkys This time I swear it'll be the last time I ever let you hurt me Talk about who changed or who lame on the gram It ain't really ok I done been through pain and maintained all the way They ain't care if I'm okay This time I swear it'll be the last time I ever f*ck with the perkys This time I swear it'll be the last time I ever let you hurt me Talk about who changed or who lame on the gram It ain't really ok I done been through pain and maintained all the way They ain't care if I'm okay