A Nothing Machine

I think I finally had enough, a moment of your time I'd like to share a story, this fragile world of mine It won't take long, I promise, just a couple years To tell you about my journey, and how I ended here To start we'll call her heartbreak, it all began in red It happened fast and did not last, my pale orchids said You are not at fault here, but the jury won't acquit We sentence you to heartbreak, it's better to submit A boy resided silently, I accept he said I've laid and ironed cotton, it's time to lie in bed When he awoke from slumber, hazy and confused We reached the next story, it all began in news Now we'll call her grievance, she left at the right page Another sentence to endure, I guess I'll disengage An inch from my own ears, you really are just cursed Go ahead, ignore it, I'm sure it'll just disperse I'll keep my eyes from caskets, they can't always follow me Drown myself in flaskets, suppress who I'm meant to be I know that I don't want this life, but haven't done much planning I need to get these off my chest, and the thoughts that I've been having Last there was a leaking, a hazardous effect It wasn't done deliberately, it was closer to neglect I see my vision fading, consciousness dissolved My safety is now wading, my feet are always cold The air that I've been using, the breathing that has sung The music that you're hearing, was stolen from my lungs Thank you for your patience, and hearing me till now I'm doing fine, I promise, I just needed to let it out