Supernova of a Star

The idea's been planted I'm tempted to plan it To just leave the planet Sorry you had to see me this way Don't wanna euphonize The ways I self-euthanize But that's just the youth and I I never look when I cross the crossway Been through some trauma Don't wanna cause drama There is no healing these scars I run from my problems, that doesn't solve 'em I never get too far So I'll instead-I'll choose the supernova of a star I'm sorry, first responders Someone's gotta respond to her Lest I be a wanderer Up in the afterlife or down where it's gray You just gonna man it This woman demands it Already began it I'm gonna shine brightly if just for a day Despite all the trauma I'm gonna cause drama I'll put myself on your radar Starlight that's so bright, it ignites the whole night You'll see it wherever you are So I'm gonna choose the supernova of a star Starlight like bling as you sing She went out like the supernova of a star She chose her own path to others' wrath Like the supernova of a star I'll be my own savior to self-destructive behavior Like the supernova of a star So much I regret but I'll beget The supernova of a star Won't be here anymore but I'll soar Through the sky like the supernova of a star I'll live in your hearts through the art That is the supernova of a star Remember who I was but not just because I was the supernova of a star But because I someone who lost in the run Don't let others become supernovas of stars