Messed up

Been so many days Been so many ways That I messed things up And I'm never gonna get around To fixing anything So what can I bring to patch this trust Fill the hole this heart left in the ground I've never been this scared I never cared a lot about everything So what can I bring to patch this trust Fill the silence with something Maybe we can love the sound She said I never had the plans To go ahead with anything at all Maybe she's right but for tonight Hoping something braces my fall I can't go on thinking that I lost that someone For the dumb things that I did I know you're not okay with it I can't go on Maybe she would stay if I found a way I think I can't kick start a heart Take the pieces that once fell apart I know it's never easy But one day I know she'll believe me She said I never had the plans To go ahead with anything at all Maybe she's right, but for tonight Hoping something braces my fall I can't go on thinking that I lost that someone For the dumb things that I did I know you're not okay with it I can't go on I can't go on I can't go on But I'll try Yeah, I'll try I've been making big plans Got to make her understand I've been making big plans Got to make her understand I can't go on thinking that I lost that someone For the dumb things that I did I know you're not okay with it I can't go on I can't go on But I'll try