Dead rose

I feel like a dead rose I may or may not be Not to sound narcissistic now Is that what I'm being When I stop, and I drop And I put it through the ground I bop and I crop And I shoot it all around Booyah that's a crown Hush baby don't you frown Don't matter what you say Don't matter what you do now Thoughts may be tainted But I've gotta let it burn I've still got to learn And I can't take a turn now Is it infinity Or just my dream I can't be afraid to do the wrong thing now I've got to hurry But I've gotta slow down Got to slow down Slow down But I'm Stuck in a paradox Till the end of time If I take a second, I might fall behind Words are too hard they tend to change What they mean, I can go now, but I'm fiending You know what I'm saying All I'm breathing, Is all just smoke you see I feel like a I feel like a dead rose I may not be I may not be