Alone (HBKmix)

There's a hole in my heart I'm stuck in the dark God knows it's not my time go Depressed in a cage Mind full of rage Rest in peace James why you go? Hey Heyyy I'm going through this pain all alone I roll me a wood and I face it to the dome Thinking about all my guys who got hit by the chrome They all gone I don't really feel a thing My heart broke in the water I'm finna sink Losing Qua in 2016 man it started my trauma Thinking about all them times we use to hoop at Humphrey Calder Dwayne died in 2017 that shit really hurt My own blood passed away man it feel like a curse 2018 came around and it got a little worse Three of my niggas died we had to bury'em in the dirt I caught 2 charges and its really messing with my nerves Fast lane in the ford and I hope I don't swerve Hey Heyyy I'm going through this pain all alone I roll me a wood and I face it to the dome Thinking about all my guys who got hit by the chrome They all gone I don't really feel a thing My heart broke in the water I'm finna sink I'm from Richganistan where them people they don't play Check the stats, Check The Scoreboard they done raised the murder rate I ain't happy about that shit but it's the life we live today All this beef in the city man we need a bigger plate Jadakiss said that never bite the hand feed you that's the way If you don't live by that code you might get snaked today If you snake, move around I need you to move away Why the hell my nigga Marea had to get shot in his face I was just with you smoking woods at Eleven Thirty Eight Woke up eating food seen the news my tears filled the plate Crisco and my Grandpa just died my heart starting to ache My mind flowing in a race I don't what's a stake It feel like I done fell in a whole It's getting scary and I got to go Ima Bird half Bat I don't know I can't be around niggas who gone fold I Came in the game and I'm going insane In 2017 I lost my Big Cousin Dwayne Shout out to my nigga Daine he taught me lessons to the game Told me to stay down and don't worry about the fame Niggas lame, They out here faking for name In high school you was hooping now you totin' on them thangs I get it we live in a city where them niggas changing gangs But that don't make you gangster nigga you bright up in your brain Hey Heyyy I'm going through this pain all alone I roll me a wood and I face it to the dome Thinking about all my guys who got hit by the chrome They all gone I don't really feel a thing My heart broke in the water I'm finna sink