TRIALS (feat. Chilldren Of Indigo, Nojo Wallace & Blake Cris)

Yeah heh Nojo Ladi Blake yeah Trials and Jubilations Seen some of the worst Striving for the best Lets go It's all fun and game until You realizing you running out of tokens plus u only getting older That's when shit gets real And life feels like you going thru the motions No emotions in a nigga see I'm only a shell Been through enough to make a nigga wanna go out and kill Talked to a therapist she told me just to feel what I feel If I keep choosing to repress it how could I ever heal It's kinda hard to keep your hope when life done had you on the ropes I watched my unc get hooked on dope That ain't some shit that I condone But how the f*ck u supposed to cope with all the shit you can't control And you been calling up to God but he ain't answering the phone Lotta times of me panicking times I would cry comes my whys needed answering Times I'd get high just to combat the lows know that shit can take a toll But Life's a bitch and that's just the way it goes You don't know the half of the half Box me in I slip the jab I'm on go up in the lab get my float on in the lab If I gotta quarterback i'm throwing bullets like McNabb What a day what a day and I don't treat it like a task I got breath up in my body so i'm thankful I ain't gasping The air's thin way up here like i'm in Aspen I work too hard to get this plane I can't crash it I won't go back and forth over the net like Sampras We can go toe to toe and see who come out champion Let the smoke clear and see who come out laughing Got it out the mud and the clay don't play with Cassius A winner in all facets and winter to fall fashions You ever find your mind get jammed like work traffic Only temporary gotta keep on mashing I wouldn't still be here if I couldn't evolve past it Hit a different gear and move past it Zoom Yeah we Iridescent Flipping pain and forging new irony Man I stepped in these bars The deepest Valley had to let you know I accepted the blessing Had to square my intuition Pull the strings just to get it Wake and make up the deficit Damn the dream get aggressive And suffer daily depression Know at the core we still peasants man F*ck the pleasantries I stopped spending all my time against my enemies And It got better when turned and faced the inner me Attain my sanity the seconds when I'm spilling free So pardon me if you don't get it spin the tape the Chilldren handled Bar this energy I'm being all the things they said I couldn't be Naija born Black Targaryan man how can it be I'm throwing stones at these glass ceilings Feeling what I'm spilling through these lips Unequivocally been better ever since Bars litty through these fires had to grow through these trials had to motherfucking