Wish U Were Here

I mean honestly I'm sick of disrespect I'm sick of people thinking they can come right at my neck Sick of people acting fried I don't care what's on ur chest Cause when it gets the time for me to speak my mind then it's Ladi why u tryna cause a mess Why u putting on a front Why u acting like u stressed Y'all real lucky I'm composed And act too cool to get upset It's so crazy I let people make me scared to feel like less But I've been growing on my doly had to learn to be direct And built my skin as tuff as iron they ain't finish me If u move like that rn it's more than history But really I'm still cooling under pressure u just not gon get the chance to do it twice cause ain't no way I'll let em get to me Cause now I'm getting colder know I'd say this on the speaker Kinda makes me wanna flex and turn my wrist into a freezer But God still gave me grace won't act like I'm a non believer Went from sorry turned to holy just in time I feel like Bieber And y'all know I'm Yoruba so I was born to be a leader I was tired of the surface so I went a lil deeper Ain't no need for a facade when I just do it for myself I make my music just for me but y'all can follow at ur leisure No lie I'm starting not to care bout what y'all think don't need a co-sign Cause I'm getting to the grade I was in school way back in 09 But it's back to my internal I was stuck up in between until I learned from my mistakes that I could never be on both sides I really wish that u was with me on the way side Ik some people round me steady waiting tryna take mine So I learned to keep my phone on dnd ignoring FaceTimes Now the narrative gon change to"Ladi's really being fried" when I'm just tryna get my faith right Y'all needa work on loyalty ur nothing like a K9 Cause y'all can say I'm fried but if u need me ima make time And y'all who tryna play me I can see ur true intentions all this being on my doly made me learn I got a great mind I steady been stacking bricks like some legos Finna keep it up til ur people do what I say so They swear that I'll never pop now just wait til I turn the tables They don't wanna watch me now til they see me in different angles On the tv When u got a gift like this then having confidence is easy I'm up now all of sudden these old"friends" is tryna see me Cause before I was a no one now it's"I'm one call away" but I promise I won't ever need you more than I'm gon need me Need that Don't act like u ain't see that I'm cool off they opinions I don't really want y'all feedback Old habits like a drug I'm in the booth so I don't relapse I need space to keep it cordial so y'all might just gotta lean back I'm getting to a point where I'm might leave and never be back Feel I gotta go off on some people just relax Cause I was really scoring triple doubles just to sit til God don blessed me with a trade I hope I never get that team back I felt like nothing til something made me realize That nothings not something til it's realized My life was just catered to others until it drove me off track So I had to disappear and find my way in all black On that let's chat Can't let these words get strapped Cause contrary to some beliefs I really never would have gone back But hey I guess that's that