Gesture Of My Hand

Wasting my time Staying alone When you are kinda mine Training my trust Feeling no love You think that I am fine Whether I'm right - whether I'm wrong Whether I'm weak - whether I'm strong I don't mind Never again - never again Never again I will be kind And I won't go again feeding my delusion The gesture of my hand - this is the conclusion Willing to fight Struggling to hold Showing that I was right Hating myself Shutting my mouth When I suppose to shout Whether I'm right - whether I'm wrong Whether I'm weak - whether I'm strong I don't mind Never again - never again Never again I will be kind And I won't go again feeding my delusion The gesture of my hand - this is the conclusion Now shut up and listen my dear before I take all your shit and throw it out of my closet I never, believe me, NEVER liked anything in you except your sex skills and your pretty face You're fucking monster that I was stupid enough to carry about for all this time Now take all your shit and F*CK OFF! And here I go again And here I go again Again and again And here I go again